I woke up later to her acting very strangely, and found that both Ash and Stef's numbers had been deleted out of my phone, along with any of the texts she may have sent, and that I'd recieved. I didn't much feel like dealing with her prying, as I was undeniably sicker than I had been the night before, so I went home, and proceeded to try to get some rest, while still talking to her via text message.
Truth be told, I'm sick of her blowing up on Ash every time she talks to me; I've made remarkable progress as a result of talking to Ash (and Sean, also, but I think at this point that's just a given). And so I pretty much just told her that I was choosing Sean and Ash's friendship over our "relationship". She didn't take it especially well, but seemed to get over it towards the end of the day, though I suspect I'm not out of the woods yet.
I called in sick to work today, on account of my throwing up repeatedly this morning, and pretty much stayed in bed all day, so I didn't really count this as a day for the experiment. Instead, for the half hour in which I actually went out and did anything (mostly just went out and fetched my computer, which I had let Nixie use on account of both hers being fried), I decided to test out some of the repair work I had done on Ash's shoes, as I'd finally gotten around to installing the second heel-patch on them today. I figured it was also good symbolism for my decision today, even if me wandering around in some girl's shoes does sorta seem a little weird. Mostly, they reminded me that I have people in my life right now that I can count on to be there.
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